jz came back home with sis from church service as today is holy thursday..so many ppl..
at the end of the service..we were told to kneel if u want to till 12 midnite as its a sacrificing to God..or juz leave quietly home..i planned to kneel till midnite..den when i kneel halfway..i realised i brought my sis along..*cos normally i went to church alone ma..so only worried bout myself lo..hehe..* den my car oso cincai park as there is no parking space le..*ppl go so early to take parking space ady le..* so end up i terus went home after kneeling for nearly half n hour..
it's worth the kneeling obviously..tho i feel pain on both my knees but i keep reminding myself is for God..* both my knees were shivering when i was driving back home..*



hmmz..
i somehow have the sense of guiltyness..what actually have i done wrong in mylife? why i sense such? sigh..obviously i have thinked alot when i reached home whther did i do something really terribly seriously wrong ma?? why i will in tears while kneeling? i feel so not me...till now i still dun understand...there is something for sure which cauz me to feel so...sigh sigh sigh...

tmr is good friday..will be going to church as usual again..church starts at 5pm..den saturday is baptism..so starts on 8pm den ends at 12 midnite too..
hehe..